I am pleased to refer you to the august pages of 1904 for the next bit on our divine one.
Author of 1904, george snyder, does a bang up job of telling this chapter in the tales of ottoline - evangelist-woodworker.( Linked in this text)
How we do grapple when in search of ourselves.
(scene above from the BBC's Downton Abbey, links to 1904 in BOLD LETTERS)